the wedding

I am about to get married to someone. I call my parents and tell me to prepare me a wedding. I decided i did not want to get married to him, So i asked a guy whom i know that if he can do me the favor to get married with me, cause my parents already arranged the wedding, and i felt bad that all the money was going to be wasted. The guy agreed and so i was in the place were the ceremony was going to take place , waiting for my future husband. I thought to myself, do i really want to get married to a stranger? i saw the guy's sister and i told her that i needed to talk to her brother cause i was having second thoughts. She said that it was ok, but she looked kinda sad , i dont know why like something was going on. then i see a friend of the guy, who tells me that he's going thru a rought time. But still i wanted to talk to him.. i saw him from a far i was going to go over there but for some reason i didnt make one move..